最近幾天除了繼續做我那瘋狂的849幅梵谷油畫與占星關聯的研究，也繼續抽空寫一點日記，畢竟，占星師也是人嘛。
就像NCGR論壇，別看一個組織超級龐大的國際占星學會，論壇裡的占星師們其實也常常為一些學派論點吵翻天，前陣子還有人因而罷筆，但也有令人感動的是占星師之間常把自己的故事貢獻出來讓大家相互研究相互鼓勵，作風相當開放，非常值得我們台灣占星學界效法。
順便澄清一下。加入國際占星學會並不是為了證明自己多行，而是為了表示「我有保持聆聽最新訊息」，就像考古學家，他們加入學會並不代表他們已經把全世界的古蹟都挖完，重點是表示他們有持續聆聽最新的考古發現與動態。
而這篇文章的主要內容是我在上一篇文章回想起去年靈魂出體的狀況時，無獨有偶地在NCGR論壇上發現一個類似的真實故事，這就像是榮格所指的同時性現象。我馬上寫信給這位會員，在獲得他的同意後，將他的真實故事以意譯的方式翻譯成中文並在這裡與大家分享。翻譯若有不適切之處，還請多多指教修正囉。
他的名字叫做 David Thomson，一位心腸非常好的靈通者兼占星師，專注在類似內觀呼吸法的傳授。這一陣子NCGR論壇正在討論婚神星與天王星，以下是他在台灣時間2009/12/04 AM02:17分享在論壇，述說有關於他的占星、婚姻與靈魂出體經驗。
此外，為了讓我部落格的讀者能夠直接與他聯繫回饋，他還特地設定一組Astrocode訪客的專用信箱，有興趣認識他的朋友可以直接與他聯繫或參訪他有關靈修呼吸法的網站。
網址：http://www.feelthefeeling.org
本部落格讀者專用的回饋信箱：astrocode@feelthefeeling.org
<翻譯文-1>
婚姻。我的天王星在獅子座(第七宮遭劫奪)，與座落在射手座的木星有一個完美的120度相位，此外，我的水星、太陽、冥王星三星合相於處女座(同樣在第七宮內)。巨蟹座執掌第七宮，月亮與海王星合相於九宮，與水、日、冥形成一個相當完美的60度相位。
<原文-1>
Marriage. I have Uranus in Leo (intercepted in the seventh) with an exact
trine to Jupiter in Sagittarius, along with a Mercury, Sun, Pluto
conjunction in Virgo (also in the seventh). Cancer is the ruling sign of
the seventh. Moon is conjunct Neptune in the ninth and the pair makes a
nice sextile to the Mercury, Sun, Pluto trio.
<翻譯文-2>
當我10歲住在洛杉磯的時候，有一天我從家走出街道，抬頭看著一顆樹，突然間那顆樹以及周圍的世界從我的視線解離，我的視線變成從天空向下俯瞰著一片青翠草坪，在那草坪前方有一棟拖車屋，這時候從我腦海中有個聲音告訴我這就是我以後會居住的地方。然後，我看見一個女人，那個聲音告訴我那個女人的名字叫做Nancy，未來，這個女人將會是我的妻子。我同時又看見了兩個小孩，一個男生，一個女生，那聲音告訴我那個女生名叫Dana，男生名叫Vincent，他們以後將會是我的小孩，而在此之前，我將會一直單身，直到結婚時機來到為止。
<原文-2>
When I was 10 years old, I was walking down the street at my home in Los
Angeles and happened to look up into a tree. The tree and the rest of the
world parted from my vision and I was instead looking down from the sky at a
green countryside. There was a mobile home with a deck in front of it. A
voice spoke to me from within my mind and told me this is where I would be
living in the future. Then I saw a woman, and the voice told me her name
was Nancy and she would be my wife. I then saw two children, a girl and a
boy, the voice told me the girl’s name was Dana and the boy is Vincent, and
they would be my children. The voice told me this so that I would stay out
of relationships until it was time for me to get married.
<翻譯文-3>
這些年來那聲音時常出現在我腦海。直到1981年，當我正在Colorado的Keystone滑雪場做菜時，那聲音告訴我該是回到Vermont結婚的時候了。我馬上放下一切回到Vermont，兩個月後，在一個起霧的天氣中，當我正在打算攔截便車到自助洗衣店時，一輛小卡車停了下來。我將衣服丟到後座後，奮力地跳進車內，當我轉頭過去看那小卡車的駕駛時，警示閃光燈在我眼角熄滅，然後那個聲音告訴我：「那是Nancy，你的妻子」。我壓抑著這股神性的喜悅，但我沒說什麼，我只是保持著像平常的交談。原來她剛好要去上班，上班地點剛好就在洗衣店隔壁。當我下車時，她向我介紹她自己，她名叫Nancy。
<原文-3>
This voice checked in with me from time to time over the years. In 1981, I
was cooking at Keystone Ski Area in Colorado when the voice told me it was
time to go back to Vermont and get married. I immediately left and went
back to Vermont. Two months later, I was hitchhiking to the laundry mat
when I was picked up by the driver of a pickup truck on a misty day. I
threw my clothes in the back and hopped into the truck. As I turned to see
who was driving, blinding flashes of light went off in the corners of my
eyes and the voice very clearly said, 『This is Nancy, your wife.』 I was
overcome with a divine sense of joy, but didn’t say anything. I kept the
conversation casual. She happened to be going to work, which was next door
to the laundry mat. When I got out she introduced herself as Nancy.
<翻譯文-4>
最後我們結婚了，有兩個小孩。我從沒給過她任何暗示，但她說她希望給第一個孩子取名叫做Dana，不管她是男生或是女生。
那聲音說我們的婚姻會維持5年，然後我們會離婚，然後，我會去住在佛教的修道院(我曾經是基督教徒)。之後，我們的確擁有了像童話般5年的婚姻，我們的孩子都很漂亮而且彼此相處很好。但最後，我們還是分開了，而我進了一間在加州的佛教修道院。
<原文-4>
We ended up getting married and had two children. Without any coaching from
me, she said she wanted to name the first child Dana, whether it was a boy
or girl.
The voice told me we would be married for five years and then we would
divorce and I would go live in a Buddhist monastery (I was a Christian at
the time). We had five years together in a fairy tale marriage. Our
children were both beautiful in personality and got along well together. We
parted, and I ended up at a Buddhist monastery in California.
<翻譯文-5>
這只是簡短地來看這個故事。我們的婚姻只維持5年，離婚又耗去了另一個13年，天王星、海王星、冥王星、太陽、月亮以及水星全都參予了這個故事，而Nancy是我這輩子唯一的女人。離婚後那個聲音持續讓我忙碌於我的生活，自那之後也再沒有人填補我那人生另一半的空缺。我猜想天王星在七宮、金星在處女座八宮的意義是我將獨自過完我的人生(那對我來說完全不是問題)。
<原文-3>
That was the short version of the story. Although the marriage only lasted
five years, the divorce lasted thirteen. Uranus, Neptune, Pluto, Sun, Moon,
and Mercury all played their respective roles in this story. Nancy was the
only person I had ever been with. The voice has been keeping me busy all my
life, and there hasn’t been anybody since who could fill in as my other
half. I suspect that with Uranus in the seventh and Venus in Virgo in the
eighth that I will be solo the rest of my life (and that is fine by me).
<翻譯文-5>
「婚姻是什麼?」這是一個好問題。從我的觀察，我認為婚姻是一樁經歷世間天堂到混亂夢靨的過程。就制度而言，婚姻沒有太多價值，然而婚姻本身即是一個讓人成長的機會。就像「婚姻」只是天宮圖中的一個宮位，其他諸如工作、創作、社交活動、財務管理、自我探索等等，也都是人生重要的面相。我們多數並不真的終生只專注於工作、終生都只專注金錢、終生都只專注我們是否擁有自己的房子、或者終生都只專注是否有所謂成熟的性格，這些事其實就像被行星們組成的交響樂章，如今我已經學會如何在我的生活中去聆聽這些背景音樂，而婚姻，只是這偉大的交響樂章中非常小的一部份。-大衛
<原文-5>
The question as to what marriage is is a good question. From my
perspective, marriage went from being Heaven on Earth to a shattered dream.
Its value was not so much in the institution, itself, as it was in the
opportunities for personal growth. Just as marriage is just one twelfth of
an astrological house system, other things such as jobs, creativity, social
events, money management, personal development, etc. are all important
aspects of living. We many not necessarily be employed all our life, have
money all our life, own our own home all our life, or have well-developed
character all our life, but all these things come and go in a symphony
conducted by the stars. I have learned to participate in life while
listening to the background music. Marriage is just one small part of the
greater composition.- Dave
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